So I just typed a page full of my thoughts yesterday night on my notepad and transferred it into a blogpost just now.......

but well I don't have the feel to post it up hahaha every sentence just sounds so irrelevant and weird now that I read it. My deep moments just don't last more than a night. :-(

what I wonder everyday.

Would my life be different if I had chosen and done things differently?

Will I ever amount to anything in the future?