I wish I could be more than what i am.

School's kind of starting to stress me out
There's math and chem that leaves me so everfuckingly puzzled And worried and hopeless.

Then there is this conduct grade thing ( I am a goody two shoes so my conduct grade is forever a very good ) which if teachers don't approve of your work or wtv, can bring your conduct grade down.
I AM NOT USED TO COMPLETEING MATH HMK OK IT'S JUST SO DIFFICULT!!!

So there goes my conduct grade and I will have a fair conduct grade by the end of the year :(

Then there's the fact that I feel that I am so very annoying can't help but type it out oh god don't judge me

I just wished I could be more than what I already am :(