Hi this is another complain/rant post.

SO DAMN FRUSTRATD NOW.
OK I SHALL LIST THEM OUT SO THAT I CAN FREAKING KNOW WHY I AM FEELING THIS WAY.
1. OK MAYB NOT.

I find it so hard to express my unhappiness and it can often be better understood through writing.

Feeling like the dumbest in the family. Smart siblings, smart cousins, smart friends...

tuition fees really really expensive. And one more year of this money sucking shit?
TOTAL FINANCIAL BURDEN.

I feel so insignificant, like just a tiny speck of dust.

I find it hard to be myself because I don't even know what it is to be myself.

I hate it that I'm different in so many aspects to your expectations.

I hate it that this is just a passing cloud of thought and I'm probably going to cringe reading this post tomorrow but ugh so weak that I gotta let it all out.

Stoooopit I should get a new diary.