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Okay ytd and today=study break!!!

YESTERDAY: stayed at home to study. For the whole day.
Ended up watching bondi beach rescue Bali, tour extreme Afghanistan in the morning.
If my studies fail, THAT'S WHERE IMMA GO
I'LL GROW A THICK SKIN AND PROLLY LOSE SOME WEIGHT AND THEN GO AUDITION FOR SOME TRAVEL ADVENTURE TRIP HOST!!!!
Cool right I'll have some tour show, maybe the English version of 世界那么大!
That's a Chinese tour show, where this girl (differs each season) will go overseas to many many MANY countries and explore.

The recent episode was to Guatemala (it's in central America,my friends) and she aggravated an old back injury
By leaping off a bridge to, well, experience what's it like leaping off a bridge into the flowing waters?
Now that is scary. She couldn't visit the two other scenery attractions that she was supposed to go..
And by looking at the visuals and clips OH MY SHE MISSED OUT ALOT.


Can't post the photo, tried for five mins :( shall do this on the comp next time! ;)
Okay so back to the point. I don't really like what I'm learning.
But it's good for me. It teaches me how to analyze things.

MATH: teaches me how to be flexible and apply theories in different situations, and teaches me how to
manipulate stuff like soft clay to what I want to get. Though it can be irritating and frustrating, sometimes
I actually appreciate it, especially when I can answer the question :)
What else, it teaches me how to calculate sums and divide my munneh like I can use $x on Monday and well
Save $y for the rest of the week. LOL. how to live without math tell me?
I can conclude that math and me share a very very love hate r/s. mwah summation.

HISTORY: no doubt my favorite Subject out of the others!!! Ok this is tentative and sure to change. Heheh but now it helps in gp I am proud to learn humanities :) BUT I SORELY MISS PURE GEOGRAPHY.

BACK TO DA POINT. not that what I'll learn is useless.
But I really want to travel! Didn't they say that you must live life to the fullest?!
I'm living life, but in my terms, not to the fullest.
Ok maybe to the fullest for right now Is being able to have the privilege to learn
And live in such a great country.
Singapore is peaceful, I have a bed to sleep on a happy family great friends have multiple roofs (sp) I hv
Proper education in a proper and conducive environment.
I can eat whenever I want whatever I want ( as long as I'm not scolded for doing so)
I can walk around the streets without fear of getting attacked w a gun or something.

So I'm living my life to the fullest. But my cup's still half full.

Well I guess I'm greedy. I don't feel that contented with just staying here and studying.
I know I'll come to regret not cherishing my studying days.
But this just makes me feel so suffocated.
But travelling is another thing. I'll feel free.

But perhaps lonely and depressed cos I'll miss everyone @ home.
And it's different out there, it's not gonna be like school.
It'll be truly experiencing the country, and no mistakes can be made.
Well actually I'm talking about travelling free and easy that context.
Dammit feels like I'm writing an essay!

There won't be any protection or the feeling of secure when that happens.
I'm sure I'll have to be independent and stop screwing up.

And I'm pretty sure it's going to be hard.
Well feels like im quarreling WI th myself!
But what's the thrill of life if you no take risks?

But taking risks are only fun if you survive it without deep scars.
And if you're injured after that risk you take hopefully it's worth it, right?

SUCHA WORDY POST.
Ok so well I didn't much on thurs.
But today I went back school to study!
With NIN and Charmaine, we studied fr four hrs but wasn't too productive!
Gossiped in the end. We're girls ma.
Then had hist consult w Glendon + NIN + Charmaine!
Haha it was hilarious I tell you... Miss NG is rlly nice :)

ALRIGHT then played vb w some of the vb ppl for awhile!
By awhile I mean REALLY awhile like a few minutes cos NIN's sis could Tompang me to kovan mrt!
Ran into Carlene in NEX and we chatted for... Twenty mins?!
Met ying ying and Sheng ying! So long never see them!

Anyway char if you're reading this, CHEER UP OKAY!!!!
Hope you're feeling better. :)

Nights people