Cos'you'll be in my heart.

2012-02-16T10:21:00.000Z

i just wish...
my life to be a little more colourful.

beggining

2012-02-06T08:42:00.002Z

HAHA NOTICE I SPELT BEGINNING DIFFERENTLY?
its pretty funneh so i shall leave it there.

Okayyy so i'm in serangoon jc now.
i kinda like it there. its so homely :)
may it pleaseeee stay this way.

currently missing my OG but my CG is pretty good too :)

made a couple of friends tday!

yay yay. ok thats all i can blog about. nothing else.

just hope that everything works out.

:)

New start

2012-01-30T01:29:00.002Z

OKAY SO I WOKE UP AT SEVEN FORTY
no oversleeping no nuthin;

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HASTA LA VISTA BABY

2012-01-29T13:33:00.002Z

Well, not blogging on the computer, so no peek chas (or neither do I bother to paste any) here
For this post.

Tomorrow at eight in the morning, everyone is going to get the school posting results.
Well, it actually marks the actual end of the secondary school journey
To me, because we will officially be part of somewhere else, than tk.

Have to say, I'm pretty terrified for the first day of school. :(
I remember the first day of tk haha I got hit on the face with a football.

But well I'm thinking, how am I going to make new friends?
What to say?.
" hi I'm Vivian. What is your name?"
It sounds pretty like kindergarten.

But what else is there to introduce yourself with?
"hi, my shoe is a converse. What's yours?"

Still, it's going to be so dan weird without the same people I see everyday (almost) for the past four years.
Grown used to their presence and antics, it's going to be pretty hard for me to adapt to a completely new environment.
Praying really hard to make this work.
I think I miss tk right now.
Life there was pretty fun ESP in sec one two and three!

&, what else... A china girl is gonna stay with us!
Pretty excited yay a new friend.

OKAY I SHALL END WITH PICTURES OF DONG HAE THE QT PIE!
WHY IS HE SOJ CUTE

And this is eun hyuk and dh ;)
Not forgetting JUNG YONG HWA
(due to technical difficulties his photo can't be posted D: )

BUHBYE

NIU NEW

2012-01-26T13:42:00.002Z

had quite a good day today!
swam a little, then went to crash at shiyi's place!
I GOT FREE PINEAPPLE TARTS OMG LUV THEMMMM

well hope i killed some calories there!
ANYWAY..new 1-candy!!!

so cute haha HOWWW?

I wish I could

2012-01-23T15:24:00.002Z

-Be fearless. To be unable to feel fear- it's like the ultimate.
If I'm fearless I could do whatever I want, to my hearts content.
Bungee jump, sky dive, practically everything.
Being fearless has a wide scope. To not feel afraid of being hurt, or judged.

YES everyone's talking about being judged now.
But the fear of being judged- it's a phase for everyone right?

-to be meaner but still nice at the same time.
Geez kinda can't shake off the feeling that I can feel totally pissed at someone, then aft awhile feel that
This person is alright, then poof on my good books,
And I can't think of what to say when I get teased.
All the old phrases are used up and getting lame,
And this, this is just getting out of point.
But well dwelling in self pity and not speaking for yourself makes you kinda lousy and a pushover.
I just wish that for once I can say something mean to someone who deserves it, and not regret or wish that I could take it back.
SIGH.

-A TOTALLY DIFFERENT PERSON, BUT STILL ME.
Hmmm, like to be someone else, have different traits but still have that 'i am still me' essence.
And smetimes I wish I could live the life of someone, in possibly, another country.
Or someone I know
But anyway...
Possible? Meh not really.

Alright anyway it's Chinese new year!
I shall be a happy happy girl for these few days!
There's this superstition that says that you're sad or wtv during CNY, you'll be sad and stuff for the rest of year.
!
True or not, I don't know,
But I'm not taking any chances. ;)
( oh the irony)

OKAY TOODLES PEOPLE.
I shall post about CNY someday (though no one is reading) because I am oh so lazy to copy paste copy paste.

AND screw contacts man my eyes feel like a desert now.

rain+book

2012-01-22T10:16:00.002Z

The night the angels came is the most perfect book to read on a cold rainy day.
haha okay i like the cold weather.
not that i'm emo or whut, but i like the cold cold rain.
peopleuse it to think and reflect, i use the weather to sleep. :)
Okay and to think also.

but i swear this book is like sad and happy at the same time.
Life and death.
Where death can sometimes be the right thing for a person.

OKAY away with the death and life thing..

its my mum's birthday!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM! ^^
its her year this year, so you can kinda roughly guess whats her age.
But well, we're having steamboat woohoo!
Its CNY tomorrow!
so i guess i will not be sleeping tonight ;)

ALRIGHT GOOD BYE
XIN NIAN KUAI LE!
GONG XI FA CAI!
WAN SHI RU YI!
SHEN TI JIAN KANG!
NIAN NIAN YOU YU!

did i mention i have a fish ring. hehe

2012

2012-01-19T14:20:00.002Z

Is the world really going to end this year?
Hope it doesn't.

Yep I'm almost seventeen. I should be having the time of my life.
I should be creating memories for the future where i'll look back and laugh at, reminiscing.
But yet I just think more of the past.
Even to kindergarten times.

I'm enjoying life now, but I feel like I haven't lived it to the fullest.
I feel less than last time. Now I just nua around, feel dream-mode-ish (if you even get what I mean) and time just goes by like that.
I dont want to look back when I'm forty and think, why why didn't I feel much when i got back my results?
(my results were a little better than expected hehe)

just hope I will awake from this waken sleep.

Then maybe, I will be able to taste life more.

PEACE OUT \/